it's amazing how He works. i followed my mum to a Catholic bookshop to get confirmation gifts for two of my juniors and my godsister, and (as usual) i drifted towards the book section. and the only book on the top shelf was a series of "Prove It!" by Amy Welborn. and the one that caught my eye? "Prove It! - Church"

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it's old news tt i've been having a crisis of the faith, sth which started long before ppl actually started questioning my Catholic beliefs. well, no. it started when my uncle asked me why I believed. i was 10. and he was my UNCLE. we're a pretty strong Catholic family, so that shook me up. a lot. but it got me thinking, which is a good thing. i thought i found the answers...until i went to jc, and was confronted wif it all over again, not the least by that particular classmate, let's just call her Moe. anyway she handed me this pamphlet...written specifically to convince Catholics they're wrong. Well Moe, it didn't work. Sure it sowed the seeds of doubt, but those are all gone now.

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for my non-Catholic, christian friends - please take this in the right light. i know you understand.

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so many of my Catholic friends are facing the same thing as i did...the thing is, we know we believe in the true faith. the prob is, we don't know how to answer the people who are convinced we dont. root of problem there is probably our fault - ttz for not paying attention during Bible studies. but im beginning to find the answers - and am drawing close to Him again.

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am toying wif the idea of blogging what i learnt. one question at a time, maybe once a week. still toying wif it though.

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just came back from an nkf champ alumni meeting...as usual i come back motivated and determined to do well. hope this one lasts. *grinz*

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econs preliminary round is over. think we did pretty well...don't know if i really wanna get into the finals though. a lot of work and the stress is pretty high.

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Come live in me
All my life
Take over
Come breathe in me
I will rise
On Eagle's Wings