::I'm living in a Paradise::
Penny and Me
could be a song about best friends. who im blessed enough to have. :)
nice song, no? been having trouble with myknet.com though. will try to find superman later on. Cody's music codes are cool.
why am i online when i should be mugging panickedly? frankly, i have no idea. just dont feel so...bad. although i will when i get my results, truthfully. maybe it's the fact that i came back frm church. always has a calming (well, ok more than that) effect.
i love the hansons. always have, always will. *grinz*
message taken frm today's homily. well, the priest said alot. but one stuck out. just be. simple. let go, and be. ha, letting go isn't so simple though. wish i could. let go of expectations, demands on myself by myself and others. of relationships, friendships. turn my back on the world and follow Him. well no the priest din say that. but really, how else can one let go?
i think his voice is so nice...sigh. Taylor. or is it issac?
3 days. which will result in, well, not so nice days after. i suppose i deserve it. for the undone tutorials, skipped lectures and slept through lectures. for the week and a half of just staring blankly at notes daydreaming. for still being online. haha. days after of wondering if i'll make it to the U. still wanting to be in the USP, but hey if i dont even cut it to get into NUS...yeah. scary thing is, ask me if not NUS or NTU then what? nothing. i cant think of anything. so technically, i need to get in. and i feel the urgency. with panic attacks and breakdowns. well close enough. but my brain doesnt wanna do a thing about it. (great. now the brain is a seperate entity and i bear no responsibility towards it. just great.)
hold on. i think i figured it out.
HA! ok now it's superman. *grinz*
now tt im listening to it, it's kind of a self-pity song isnt it? hold on. changing song again.
Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows. just a feel good song. something i dont wanna be. haha. although love isnt exactly a decision is it? i should know. lol. sigh. the decision to steer clear of potentially problematic positions is there though. don't know why im not making it.
hmm. long post. should go study now. if anything stays in for tomorrow...i'll be happy. very happy. :D g'nite!
oh, and life rockz. :p
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Hands
by Jewel
If I could tell the world just one thing,
It would be that we're all ok
And not to worry because worry is wasteful
and useless in times like these
I will not be made useless
I wont be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
for light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small I know
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
but it didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
but i knew it wasn't ever after
We will fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
cause when there's a man who has no voice
there ours shall go singing
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
My hands are small I know but they're not yours they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's hands
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