And now. =) 
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Running in the morning is good for the soul :p Ran 2k then did 1000 skips. haha and im feeling good. 'za darling, love exists. i refuse to be jaded. There IS someone, and we WILL find each other. and we'll live happily ever after too. have 7 kids, live in a house with orange bedrooms and lime green bathrooms, 2 dogs, a music room, a HUGE garden, all the books we can read and etc. even if that doesnt happen, love does exist, and it'll happen. until then, we have girlfriends (and um, kinda guy friends). so life can't be that bad can it? so much for my mugging. i finish my bath and the first thing i do is blog. haha, well i'll start now. 10 days to my birthday. *grinz* |
Things are changing - why do we always have to say goodbye? don't know. would like it if i didnt care. but i do, evidently. sucky. and the tension in class isnt helping either. oh wellz...i suppose it'll blow over. i hope it doesnt blow up. dont think it will, but there are possibilities. 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect In the face of all this depressing stuff, i have decided to blog a few funnies. Funny 1: A friend's reaction when she found out the guy she liked had a girlfriend. "Oh my gosh really??? Oh my gosh how come??? Oh my gosh I thought I was the only one blind enough to like him!!!" Poor guy. Funny 2: Azzah's reaction when she saw what Wilson and Mos were wearing on wed. No need for elaboration. :p Funny 3: "Are you sure the birds aren't chirping in awe at the mirror for not cracking?" Tee hee. Private joke. nvm. Funny 4: xxx: "**** you're my friend right? Tell val what a nice guy I am." ****: "xxx is a nice guy. He lies a lot." xxx:"!!!!!!" yeah. hilarious. names have been changed to protect their privacy. see? i care. lol. Funny 5: the look on my dad's face when he shows me his new printer and i say "it looks the same". haha. sorry daddy. i meant my desk. it's STILL a mess, dont you agree? :D hmm. enough funnies. the hols have started, and so will my mugging. tomorrow. tonight it's nyf haha. i hope i get in. going for a run tomorrow - i WILL get into my dream prom dress hahaha. talking about dreams, i have decided that i will stick to my list of characteristics for my dream guy. no adding, no subtracting. subtle modifications allowed. and no, i havnt met him yet. ah wellz. singlehood has its perks too *grinz* 10.30 and im falling asleep on the keyboard. think i should go get some sleep. g'nite world. Cry - Michael Jackson Somebody shakes when the wind blows Somebody's missing a friend, hold on Somebody's lacking a hero And they have not a clue When it's all gonna end Stories buried and untold Someone is hiding the truth, hold on When will this mystery unfold And will the sun ever shine In the blind man's eyes when he cries? Chorus:You can change the world (I can't do it by myself) You can touch the sky (Gonna take somebody's help) You're the chosen one (I'm gonna need some kind of sign) If we all cry at the same time tonight People laugh when they're feeling sad Someone is taking a life, hold on Respect to believe in your dreams Tell me where were you When your children cried last night? Faces fill with madness Miracles unheard of, hold on Faith is found in the winds All we have to do Is reach for the truth Chorus And when that flag blows There'll be no more wars And when all calls I will answer all your prayers Chorus x 3 Change the world |
Have a nagging feeling that this is not gonna be a good week it started off all wrong. and when the ppl around me feel all wrong, well it's almost inescapable. sigh...guess we knew it wouldnt always be perfect...but hey girls (and guys) hang in there yeah. we'll make it through. today's concert was ok i guess. f9 was funny. improved drastically since friday *winkz* donno about my emceeing, i havnt found an objective observor yet. i wish love only occured when it is reciprocated. i wish there was no such thing as unrequited love. or infatuations. or obsessions. i wish love never ruins a friendship. i wish i'll meet my dream guy. i wish people will stop whining and start living. i wish the sky will turn pink and rain cotton candy. sighz. looking forward to tomorrow with mixed feelings. hope it turns out good. it'll be heartbreaking to see such a close-knit group break apart. and there's nothing we can do to stop it. or is there? just because i don't cry it doesnt mean i don't hurt. or bleed. cuz i'm doing both right now. well, not literally. im not the 'pain is power inducing' type. still. ah wellz.
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