::I'm living in a Paradise::
Life is meant for living
so live it I will
Finally snapped out of the weird mood. well, not weird. explainable. justifiable. but not fun to be in. :p
Found a really nice pic. will be posting it soon. gonna go work on my other blog.
Farewell
was strange. for me at least. saying farewell to the people I've known for 2 years, and knowing that I'll still be here next year. Listening to people bitch about how sucky the concert was, and knowing they would never even begin to comprehend the hard work and emotions involved in planning and carrying it out. (The concert wasn't sucky. I didn't think so anyway.) Watching the 28th, remembering the 27th. Seeing Silversound, Charles and Ven, and visualising the countless times we've done this before. Standing onstage looking into the darkened audi, and being able to pick out so many familiar faces, and knowing all the time that I probably won't be doing that ever again. Knowing the issues behind the actions. Singing the college anthem with the 27th, thinking all the time "Deja vu. Last year. Farewell 2003." Rushing off to get results, while they take their last pictures.
Results. Ha. BCC should be good enough, no? It doesn't feel like it though. no sense of accomplishment. temporary high, yes, but it only lasted till i got home. ah well. 26/50 for a gp essay probably dampened the mood. 26. hell. wonder if i could do lit S. a psc scholarship bears worth thinking about. an overseas experience might even be good for me. if i can persuade my parents to let me go at all. haha.
Anyway. I got into NYF. *grinz* that really means im gonna burn my hols AND a good part of the first half of next year in an extremely entertaining AND fulfilling fashion. 15 Nov, PROM. 19-21 Nov, OBS. 22 & 23 Nov, Debate training. then continuous courses and meetings and tea sessions till 23 Dec, Final Debate. After which, CHRISTMAS. Then school starts. MCTs, concurrent with more meetings and presentations and stuff. haha. JCTs too. In between everything, there's French classes, and DANCE too if i can persuade my sister to come with me. brilliant. there's nothing better than having something to do, at every point of time. it stops one from brooding too much. life rockz. :p
9.37pm. half an hour for one post. haha. gonna sleep. sweet dreams world. g'nite.
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Hands
by Jewel
If I could tell the world just one thing,
It would be that we're all ok
And not to worry because worry is wasteful
and useless in times like these
I will not be made useless
I wont be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
for light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small I know
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
but it didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
but i knew it wasn't ever after
We will fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
cause when there's a man who has no voice
there ours shall go singing
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
My hands are small I know but they're not yours they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's hands
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