yes, i know it's a weekday, but i gotta tell SOMEONE.

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disturbed. really. led WOW yesterday wif teresa...donno...think we din do too well at all. but ttz not the point...after tt i went for class...and had a pretty heated discussion wif one of my classmates...will not mention names. anyway she believes catholics arent christians. which, fundamentally, is ridiculous. don't we all believe in Christ? but i've never seen anyone so convinced she's right...it's like she thinks we are the anti-Christ or sth...like the spawn of the devil etc. very very very disturbed. of course one or two of the others backed me up, but nobody really wanted to get involved...i ended up leaving class...before the teacher came. hrm.

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had econs symposium meeting after that. still havnt confirmed a script and it's on sat! joy. haha.

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EMDD...was alright i guess. my sis did great :p no, im not biased. but the show on the whole wasnt as...well, polished as it used to be. met the baka fam...well 3 of them, conspicuous absences i guess. even my mum noticed. but i guess it happens to everybody, sooner or later. i just hope it nv happens to my other (yes i know it's a small, tiny, 3 person grp, but hey it's a grp) grp of real frenz. i missed u toot...hehe. kinda disappointed jannie couldnt make it...but then toot decided to sit wif me so tt was fun *grinz* jess, cher, charm...it's been a long time...and it's scary...i dont feel close to them anymore. sigh.

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i can't wait to move on, out of TJ and (hopefully) into NUS. not cuz i don't like TJ, i do. but i made a lot of mistakes there...academic wise, friend wise, relationship wise, even combi wise. haha. sure i face up to them, and it looks like i (kind of) got it together. but i don't and it hurts like hell. frustrating too, when i imagine what it could have been like...i mean i could have done LIT but i was too stubborn darnit. in NUS, well, it's a new start. like TJ was and promised to be, but i goofed up. stupid me. haha.

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why am i home at 1230 nn? i couldnt wake up. headache, backache, stomach ache (kinda worried abt tt. feels like the stomach aches i had the last time i was admitted.) haha. sleeping at 2am everyday does nothing for my conciousness. mrs lim says those who ace sleep at 1am everyday. well, im gonna prove her wrong. feeling neglected as i usually do when i dont go school. nobody seems to notice unless therez something i was supposed to do. oh well.

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life rockz. honest. i love the rain. :)