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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Argh

I havnt mugged. at all. i am screwed.

well at least my nyf application is ready. although, a fat lot of good that would do me if i fail promos. dont think i will, but then, i thought i would do well last yr too see. so my thoughts dont count for much no more.

toot: watz up girl? talk to me.

i need to start mugging. i will do maths. argh if i dont i'll never get started. and my econs is still behind. argh argh argh.

ppl are being sweet. wonder why. i've already been relieved of the delusion that ppl are sweet because they just wanna be nice. most have ulterior motives. ah well. hope it isnt you.

7 days to my bday. *grinz*

this is beginning to look like a random thoughts entry, so i'll make it one.

pain it hurts i dont know why but it's not just me is it sometimes i wish i could just run away but there's so much good here why leave because of the bad because im scared and i want it all to go away but it wont you wont why cuz if you do i wont noe what to do it's not fair i shouldnt need you all the time but i do so oh well life rockz guess what yellow spots look good on green giraffes i wonder if chickens cry when they die i wonder how many people have died in the last 5 seconds i wonder if they were in love i wonder who is staring at the same star as i am i wonder who is being born i wonder why the clock on the wall stopped working you know i wish we could just let it all go sometimes i wanna turn back time but since that's not possible guess we just gotta move on and im running out of things to say except that i ran 2.8 in 15 min today colossal accomplishment i will fit into my dream dress except i havnt seen it yet same goes for my dream guy but he might not even exist so hey why am i wishing cuz i know dreams come true and santa claus lives with the tooth fairy.

yeah. watever. haha...im going nuts. if im not already.

things to do tomorrow:
1. RUN
2. SKIP
3. BREAKFAST
4. BATH
5. MATHS TUTORIALS (ALL)
6. GET FILE FROM COUNCIL ROOM (i thought i was over that. sheesh.)
7. PIANO
8. ECONS NOTES ON MKT STRUCTURES
9. LUNCH
10. decide what to do after lunch.

short term plans. long term goals.

tonight's short term plan:
1. turn off the comp
2. bathe
3. get into bed
4. sleep

there. that shouldnt be too hard. g'nite world. today was yesterday's tomorrow. so i guess tomorrow is the present of the future. hrm. no. that's wrong. ah watever. g'nite!



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name: Valerie
age: 18 (finally *grinz*)
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